I’m really…… over a lot of things.
I literally cannot deal anymore. With a lot of stuff.
I cannot deal.
I look for inspiration and happiness and am denied it, in every corner.
I know exactly why men go to work, come home, crack open a beer, and plop themselves in an easy chair, staring at the television for hours, heating up an instant meal, and staring at the television even more, until they fall asleep. And repeat the same exact shit for the next 4 decades, then die with tumors in their balls.
I know exactly why this happens.
Bite my tongue and say
Because that is what is expected of me.