Posted this to my 262 facebook friends:
“I don’t want to sound super depressing or anything but I’ve lost my way, musically. I’ve like no desire to make anything original, anymore. Wonder what can be done about this, or how I might be able to find my way back. I feel like I am considered a musical joke by a majority (if not all) of my peers, locally and worldwide. I’ve felt this for the past few years. What can I do?”
I really don’t know the answer, at least at this moment.
I remember this version of myself:
I feel like I have fully lost my way. Help me find my way back. That’s me telling myself that. It could be the cold weather, the rain… I don’t know.
Or… maybe I’m just screaming this into the ether. Photo below is how I feel, every minute I pick up my guitar. Just staring at the wall, thinking “no one cares.” I feel that this will pass. I hate winter.