New year started kinda shitty… maintained that pace.
I’ve been sick as hell since Monday night… I seem to be getting a bit worse. I don’t know. Not the flu, but close. I have no energy. Quickly breathless. No motivation for anything. Sometimes wake up during sleep, coughing and hacking up phlegm into the garbage can right next to my bed. Low-grade fever. What the FUCK is happening? Seriously.
I need a break. I just want to be fucking healthy again. I had no energy to do a “Music Monday” last week (January 15th). Now I have to do two of them if possible. I might just upload a couple older tracks with a still photo of me. I don’t know what the hell to do… just no energy and a mild nauseated feeling that just will not go away. Again I ask… what the FUCK is happening? Seriously.
So many things I have to get done, that I have no energy for… SO many fuckin’ things. So many. So many. So many. When will I have time for it?
I need to feel better, and pronto. Pronto. TOO MUCH TO DO. Get done. I’m rapidly losing faith in music/doing music… but that’s for another time… been going through a rough, rough time for a while now.